The Story of Yara
I can tell you the exact date when everything began to shift in my life, August 7, 2021. I was attending an AWT workshop, and the topic was death. At that time, I was still deep in grief over the loss of my husband, Jacob. I tried to follow the session, but my emotions became overwhelming, and I couldn’t continue. I stepped out, feeling raw and lost. Soon after, I received a private message from an AWT team member. Their words were filled with understanding, compassion, and reassurance. In that moment, I realized that my pain was real, that what I was feeling was normal, and that there was a path forward. That was my starting point, Balshi min hon, “Start from here.”
From that day on, my journey with AWT transformed my life. I was met with complete support, not from just one person, but from many hands that worked together to hold me up. There was love, awareness, and a profound sense of care. In them, I saw Jesus in action. God had placed these people in my life, giving them the strength to walk with me, to guide me, and to show me that even in the darkest grief, His presence is real. Slowly, I began to feel hope. I realized that my heart, broken as it was, could be healed, that my life still had purpose, and that God could work miracles even in my deepest sorrow.
Looking back, I can see that this journey was not a magical trip, but a God-given transformation. He was shaping me through every tear, every conversation, and every word of encouragement I received. AWT became like an integrated body, each person playing a unique role in helping me stand again. They carried me when I was too weak to walk on my own, celebrated every step of progress, and reminded me that my grief did not define the rest of my story. In their love and devotion, I saw not just support, but the very heart of God for me.
Through the sessions and ongoing support, I learned to care for myself again. I discovered my value, my voice, and my strength. I began to understand that healing is not a single moment, it is a journey. I learned to nurture healthy relationships with myself and with others, to express my emotions honestly, and to embrace life with courage. Every day, I felt God shaping me, gently molding me, and reminding me that I am loved and capable. Even when I felt lost or weary, His presence sustained me, and the AWT team became living proof of His love in my life.
Today, I stand stronger than ever. I have risen from grief and found joy, confidence, and purpose. I share my story to inspire other women, to show them that they too can find healing, hope, and strength. Through AWT, I learned that no journey is taken alone, that God works through people to bring comfort, and that even the deepest pain can be transformed into growth. I am deeply grateful for every person who walked with me, for every word of care and encouragement, and for God’s miraculous guidance. My story is no longer one of sorrow; it is a story of resilience, hope, and love, and it continues to unfold every day.