The Story of Reem
My name is Reem, and I live in Erbil, Iraq. Recently, I heard the tragic news of a young girl who was killed because she chose to follow Jesus. At first, I was terrified. I thought, Could I remain steadfast if faced with the same danger? Would my faith survive? Fear gripped me, and I felt the weight of persecution closing in, even in my daily life.
For 35 years, I lived under strict religious rules. I prayed, fasted, and followed every expectation, yet I felt empty. I feared a God I imagined as harsh and punishing, measured by laws and prohibitions, haram and halal. I cried out for a sign, begging for confirmation that I was on the right path, but nothing came. My heart was restless, and I felt lost.
Then I connected with an AWT counselor, who walked with me gently, patiently, and faithfully. Through regular sessions, sometimes by phone, sometimes online, she reminded me of God’s promises: that He is near to the brokenhearted, that He sees the unseen struggles, and that His love is steadfast. She helped me separate fear from faith, guiding me to understand that even in the face of persecution, I could remain rooted in Christ. She encouraged me to hold on to the truth of God’s Word, to pray boldly, and to trust in His protection and eternal plan.
Through her guidance, I began to feel Jesus’ presence beside me, not as a judge, but as a loving Father who sees me and values me. I learned to worship without fear and to love Him out of gratitude, not obligation. Even as fear of persecution lingered, I could recall the promises my counselor had reminded me of: that no weapon formed against me would prevail, that God’s eyes are on the faithful, and that eternal life is secured for those who follow Him.
Now, even though my faith is just one year old, I feel as if I have lived a lifetime in God’s love. I pray daily for courage, for wisdom, and for other young women in my community who are afraid to follow Christ openly. The tragic death of the girl strengthened my resolve rather than shaking me. With the AWT counselor’s encouragement, I have become rooted, fearless, and confident in God’s promises.
Today, I am no longer defined by fear, religious rules, or worldly judgment. I am defined by the love of Jesus, which fills me with hope, peace, and purpose. I am determined to live faithfully, boldly, and joyfully, following Christ wherever He leads, even if it means standing alone.